When you called, the first question i asked was, who are you, but i damn well knew who that voice belonged to, i just havent heard it for so long i missed it so. the question i wanted to ask was probably more like "whats the reason for the call this time?"  Its messed up, woohoo, but whats new.  The past is exactly what it is, and theres no point looking back and questioning this and that. Some people should just let go of the past, learn to cherish the present and look forward to the future, as cliched as it sounds. Some people dont know how lucky they are.




Thats a wonderful woman you have there, you'd be stupid to waste it all and throw it away.


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Props to the bestie for pulling me through., AGAIN. Dragons and noodles,
- danny loves you all

hey sarah!~

hope your cold got better, loving that new thing you got =p Sorry that day cudnt stay with you on the phone long tho =/ Hope youve been tactical enough to avoid detection ah. And i bought an army t-shirt for you.. see if can wear, then ill buy other stuff =p

Took day off to go to challengers camp, and see see look look. nothing much. some more age gap already. cannot hong. sian la. but it was nice to see girls, alot of them by army camp standard very good lo. sian. overall, was nutin much la...

another weekend. yay.
and during the week i mustered enough courage to message you.
i may not know what i want often, but i want you back.
i dont wana be an i dont know what we are anymore.
i fucking miss you.

in other news, im flipping the bird to the wind and waving goodbye to another week in the youknowwhere. .!. (*_*) .!. only a (couple'a) hundred days more.

stupid stupid stupid stupid. i hate this feeling. i rly do. it sucks. this shit sucks. everything sucks. im so .... i dont know, its this fucked up feeling in my tummy. things which are sposed to make me happy, are not. its the stupid weekend feeling i guess. i really hate weekends. and i hate feeling like this. im such a helpless cunt. good job danny, you just outdid yourself. i am rly gona go mad at this pace.

Cos i tink i wont be able to access a computer tomorrow, and cos you're zoomin across the globe, here goes =p
Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to the to the bestie, happy birthday to you =)

You're the best bestie anybody could ever ask for. which made me think back to the question u asked me. Why am i friends with you ah? hahah damn cute la you, twenty big already, wish for your happiness, i wish also for job satisfaction, but you know la eh... wish you long long life, then wen old and u have little Hengs running around, we still can sit down at the kopitiam and talk cock, and i wish you long long everlasting love with the man who tamed the dragon, the king of kings =)  i <3 u so STOHM! Have fun in Bangalore (Torpedo)

Happy Twentieth Birthday to the best friend with no equal, cheers to many more years (of lepaking and nonsense) ahead =)

hectic week in camp, sign extra + Stoppage of Leave fr various offences. sigh... then major blunder when i wanted to call the bestie and ended up dialling someone elses number. paiseh max! Friday bookout, showered fresh change of clothes and whacked zouk/phuture and DblO/Obar. crazy night. woke up with mondo hangover on saturday. in time to catch NDP. Patriotism, meh. If anything happens, i'll pick up arms, not for country, not for honor, but for the ones i love. just my $0.02. will update tml agn or sumtin. goin to JB now. take care danny loves you all.

    Took half day off on tuesday to go out with the bestie. was a bit shagged cos just ended 24 hour duty, but dang! going out with sarah sure woke me up! was super fun cos i got to kill 2 birds with one stone, go out with rah AND get my personal errands done =p
 
  Beach rd.. oh beach rd... brought back a whole shitload of memories, esp the tang yuan bit. i miss my bestie so so much, i almost forgot what it was like to just go out and lepak and just hang loose for a day. Then we had an exercise in topography and navigation cos of me and my stupid WANT to smoke sheesha! with a walk walk here, and a walk walk there, ended up at bugis, at the SAME starbucks, at the SAME seat that we used to.... heh, really brought back a lot of fond memories (and i found out that i'm quite deaf these days..)

    Then came... CINE!! the place i havent been to in such a long damn time. changed a fair bit i guess. didnt get to see ah lians tho.. sad.. saw putri, and adam, blardi idiot disturb me PHD... i convinced rah to go play xbox at lvl 9... quite a wrong decision la.. cos i got owned quite a bit in tennis... and she drew first blood by shooting my plane down.. then some lame iron man shit, busting up tanks and choppers, and FALLING DOWN CLIFFS.. Grah beaten by a girl... that makes me sound like such a loser.. but if i were to rephrase that into.. i was beaten by a hawt gamer chick! now that doesnt sound so bad now does it?
    
    The gaming part was fun, but wud have been fun-ner if i got the number of the girl at the counter, thought she was quite cute. but then again, she's malay.. and we ALL know what happens with malay girls.... .... (and a last extra ..... to emphasize the point). then i got a look at SOMEBODY's bank account and almost fainted in shock. it might as well have been a 5 or six figure amount.. still same reaction... Then talked about the depressing life of an NSF... oh well. i so TOTALLY enjoyed the day, plus had jap dinner, courtesy of the most loved girl in the world!

    Last part of the day was a bit sad, depressing i guess. but it ain't goodbye, its just a see you later. i love my bestie so. And i will so fuck up anyone who tries to mess with her, including annoying the annoying indians and filipinos. STOP TRYING! SHES TAKEN! only <3<3<3<3<3 for the bestie. thanks so so much for tuesday. come back safe, and RICHER, you.. =p <3~~~~~~ long tailed sperm

help me please. i feel lost and confused.